Matthew 20:1-16
It wasn’t too long ago that Scott Adams passed away. If you like comic strips you must remember “Dilbert”, the strip Adams wrote for many years. Dilbert was a nerdy engineer, whose relationship with his pointy haired boss and his difficulty with the opposite sex made for humor that at least I appreciated. And now and then he would branch off to the Alligator family or the Prince of Heck, who ruled an afterlife consisting of constant annoyances.
Adams, shortly before he died, admitted that he didn’t believe in God or life after death, but had decided to hedge his bets by accepting Jesus as his Lord and Savior. He said that he was doing this because he really would like to go on living in the heaven that people described, and as far as he could tell nothing more needed to be done than to accept Jesus -- a common teaching among many protestant denominations. We will hope that Adams is enjoying heaven.
But I thought of him when I read this gospel. And I noticed that I felt a little envious -- if that’s all it takes to get into heaven, I’ve certainly been banging my head on the wall for most of my life. I’ve been working hard trying to grow in virtue and reject sin, and you probably have as well. Can you think about other famous death bed conversions? The writer Oscar Wilde was one -- after a very dissolute life of drugs and alcohol and sexual perversion, he converted to Catholicism almost on his death bed, and that seemed to be a real conversion. But perhaps the most famous deathbed conversion was that of Saint Dismas, who was told by Jesus himself that he would be in Paradise that day, the day he was crucified.
I think it’s interesting that the workers who worked all day don’t go to the landowner and say, “Give us more, we’ve done a lot more work than these others.” Instead, they look at those who only worked an hour and tell the landlord, “You have made them equal to us!”. To desire a revision in the original contract is not irrational, but that’s not what the workers were asking, They were committing the sin of envy. It reminds me of the story of the genie who popped out of the lamp and told the one rubbing it that he was a special kind of genie, he would grant any wish to the one rubbing the lamp and give twice as much to the man’s worst enemy. The lamp rubber thought for a minute and said, “All right. Make me blind in one eye.”
Jesus starts this parable as usual --” the kingdom of heaven is like…” Maybe the parable is not about the workers at all, but rather about the landowner, who represents something about God. And God says, “Are you envious because I am generous?” Every week I go around and visit people in the nursing home. I see Violet, whose brain works fine but who can’t even feed herself -- going on fifteen years now. I see Beth, who can barely get from bed to wheelchair, and who is nearly blind. In her younger years she was a dynamic social worker who loved to read. I meet Bill, who is gradually losing his mind to Alzheimer's and knows it. A man who contributed a lot to his profession and now leaves his room and can’t find his way back by himself. I wonder if they envy me. Do they have any reason to believe that God is generous?
When we look at the parable, the landowner owns the vineyard-- the workers have no claim on it. The landowner keeps going back to the workers and inviting more to work in his vineyard. You and I have no claim on God because of our behavior, because of our trying to live a good life, because of our prayers and participation in the sacraments. One time Jesus was called “Good master” and he replied, “no one is good except the Father”. That’s the bottom line. You and I and the people suffering in the nursing home and the Pope are not good, none of us deserve any of God’s favors. But God according to Jesus loves each of us and loves us so much that he dies for us. Rain falls on the good and bad alike, And what message should we go home with, what is the gospel saying to us? God loves me regardless of whether I’m worthy of his love, because I’m not. If I have nothing else, I have life -- God gave me life because he thought I would like it. And it may please God that I respond to his love in some way by acting more god-like, but it doesn't change his love. And with respect to life after death, I believe that God wants me to be with him for all eternity, and only I have the p;ower to avoid that. How will it be when I see Scott Adams in heaven? Will I say “you have made him equal to me, how is that fair?" Or can I bring myself to say, "Thank you for your love you give .”