LUKE 21:5-19
THE CARTHUSIANS ARE
A MONASTIC ORDER DERIVED FROM THE BENEDICTINE RULE, ONLY MUCH MORE
STRICT. IN FRANCE ONE MONASTERY MAKES THE LIQUOR CALLED
“CHARTREUSE”. ONLY FIVE MONKS KNOW THE SECRET FORMULA. UP UNTIL
RECENTLY, IF YOU WERE A YOUNG MAN ENTERING THE CARTHUSIAN ORDER, YOU
WOULD BUILD A CASKET, AND THAT WOULD BE WHERE YOU SLEPT UNTIL YOU
DIED. THEN YOU'D BE BURIED IN THE CASKET. THIS WAS TO REMIND YOU
THAT YOU WERE MORTAL, AND THAT YOU SHOULD LOOK AT EVERYTHING FROM THE
PERSPECTIVE THAT YOU WILL DIE SOME DAY, AND THE WORLD WILL GO ON
WITHOUT YOU. GOOD ADVICE FOR US ALL, I'M SURE. IF SOMETHING IS
ABSOLUTELY CERTAIN, YOU CAN PLAN YOUR LIFE AROUND IT.
TODAY JESUS TELLS US
SOMETHING ABSOLUTELY CERTAIN. THE FUTURE WILL NOT BE BETTER THAN THE
PAST; EVERYTHING WE THINK IS PERMANENT, LIKE THE TEMPLE OF JERUSALEM,
IS ONLY A FLASH IN THE PAN. IF WE FEEL LIKE WE ARE PRETTY SECURE
NOW, PRETTY COMFORTABLE – IT WON'T BE FOREVER. WE THINK WE ARE
“CIVILIZED” AND THE BAD OLD DAYS ARE BEHIND US. BUT THAT'S WHAT
THEY THOUGHT IN THE BYZANTINE EMPIRE, WHICH LASTED ABOUT 500 YEARS,
UNTIL IT FELL TO THE MOSLEMS; AND THE REMNANTS OF THE CHRISTIAN
PEOPLE WHO ONCE MADE UP THAT EMPIRE ARE EVEN NOW BEING WIPED OUT.
BUT WE DON'T HAVE TO LOOK THAT FAR BACK. LAST WEEK THE PHILLIPINE
ISLANDS WERE STRUCK BY A STORM DESCRIBED AS THE MOST DEVASTATING IN
HISTORY. IN ONE BRIEF MOMENT MORE THAN TEN THOUSAND PEOPLE LOST
THEIR LIVES AND HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS WERE RENDERED HOMELESS, WITHOUT
LAW AND ORDER, NEAR STARVATION – AND BEFORE ORDER IS RESTORED YOU
CAN BET THAT THE SUM TOTAL OF HUMAN MISERY WILL BE GREATLY INCREASED
OVER WHAT IT IS NOW.
WE HUMAN BEINGS LIKE
STABILITY; WHEN THE WORLD AROUND US IS STABLE AND PREDICTABLE, WE ARE
FREE, TO A CERTAIN EXTENT. THE STAGE ON WHICH WE ACT OUT OUR LIVES
IS ROCK SOLID. BUT WHEN THE STAGE ITSELF IS CONSTANTLY CHANGING,
IT'S ENOUGH TO DRIVE US CRAZY.
JESUS' MESSAGE IS TWO-FOLD.
YOUR WORLD, HE TELLS US, IS NOT REALLY STABLE. YOU MAY LIVE IN A
POCKET OF STABILITY NOW, BUT DON'T BE FOOLED. THAT'S AN ILLUSION.
BUT THEN HE SAYS, HIS FOLLOWERS WILL BE PERSECUTED. HE PROMISES TO
BE WITH US, AND HELP US SAY THE RIGHT THINGS, BUT DOESN'T PROMISE
THAT WE WILL ESCAPE THIS PERSECUTION. ARE WE BEING PERSECUTED RIGHT
NOW? IN A SENSE WE ARE, BY OUR FELLOW CITIZENS, BY OUR GOVERNMENT.
OUR FELLOW CITIZENS CONSIDER SOME OF OUR BELIEFS AS BACKWARD,
HATEFUL, PREJUDICIAL. IF WE BELIEVE THAT SO-CALLED SAME SEX MARRIAGE
IS NOT GOOD FOR SOCIETY, IT ISN'T THAT WE HAVE A RIGHT TO OUR
OPINION, IT'S THAT WE AREN'T WITH THE TIMES; WE ARE BIGOTS. IF WE
BELIEVE THAT WE SHOULDN'T KILL CHILDREN WHO HAVEN'T BEEN BORN YET, WE
ARE AGAINST WOMENS' RIGHTS AND BECAUSE OF THAT, SHOULD NOT HAVE A SAY
IN THE PUBLIC DISCOURSE. OUR GOVERNMENT PERSECUTES US WHEN IT
INSISTS THAT CATHOLIC EMPLOYERS PROVIDE INSURANCE FOR ABORTION AND
BIRTH CONTROL SERVICES – AGAINST THEIR CONSCIENCES. WE WILL BE,
AND WE ARE BEING, PERSECUTED. OF COURSE, THERE'S A WAY TO AVOID ALL
THIS. WE CAN BE SILENT, OR WE CAN DISAGREE WITH WHAT OUR TWO
THOUSAND YEAR OLD CHURCH BELIEVES. AND IF WE SPEAK UP TO THE WORLD
ABOUT OUR DISAGREEMENTS WITH OUR CHURCH , WE WILL BE WELCOMED AS
ENLIGHTENED CATHOLICS. NUMEROUS CATHOLIC POLITICIANS DON'T SEEM TO
HAVE A PROBLEM PERSONALLY ADVOCATING THINGS THE CHURCH HAS CONDEMNED,
AND STILL INSISTING THEY ARE CATHOLICS. BUT IF WE ARE NOT BEING
PERSECUTED, WE NEED TO ASK, ARE WE STILL PART OF JESUS' PEOPLE? HE
DID PROMISE, AFTER ALL, THAT HIS FOLLOWERS WOULD BE PERSECUTED AND
HANDED OVER, AND SOME EVEN BE PUT TO DEATH. IF WE ARE FAT AND HAPPY
AND TOTALLY ON THE SIDE OF OUR PERMISSIVE AND AMORAL CULTURE, MAYBE
WE AREN'T PART OF JESUS' FOLLOWERS.
THE SECOND PART OF JESUS'
PROMISE TO US IS THAT NOT A HAIR ON OUR HEADS WILL BE DESTROYED; IF
WE PERSEVERE, WE WILL SAVE OUR LIVES. JESUS JUST PROMISED THAT SOME
OF US WOULD BE PUT TO DEATH; BUT THEN PROMISES THAT IF WE PERSEVERE
WE WILL LIVE. THIS IS THE PROMISE THAT SO MANY MARTYRS TOOK
SERIOUSLY; THIS IS THE PROMISE THAT THOSE WHO JOIN MONASTIC ORDERS
HAVE HEARD LOUD AND CLEAR. SO IF HE GIVES US THAT PROMISE, WHAT DOES
HE WANT US TO PERSEVERE IN? WHAT IS IT, IF WE TRUST HIM, THAT WE
MUST DO?
AS I READ THIS GOSPEL
PASSAGE, JESUS TELLS US THAT ALL OF THIS WILL HAPPEN SO THAT WE CAN
GIVE TESTIMONY; SO THAT WE CAN WITNESS TO THE WORLD THAT JESUS IS
LORD, THAT HE IS THE WAY, AND THAT HIS CHURCH CARRIES OUT HIS WORK
EVEN TODAY. JESUS EVEN PROMISES THAT THOSE WHO WITNESS DON'T HAVE TO
PREPARE, SINCE HE WILL GIVE THEM WHAT THEY NEED TO BE WITNESSES, SO
THAT THEY CAN'T BE REFUTED. THIS OF COURSE IS NO WAY OF MAKING
FRIENDS AND WITNESSES OF JESUS WILL BE HATED.
I READ RECENTLY ABOUT A
WOMAN NAMED ELIZABETH PILENKO, WHO LED A COMMUNIST CELL IN THE DAYS
BEFORE THE CZAR WAS OVERTHROWN. AFTER LENIN TOOK OVER, SHE WAS
APPALLED BY WHAT HE WAS DOING, AND SAW THAT THE CHRISTIANS IN RUSSIA
WERE RISKING THEIR LIVES TO HELP THOSE WHO WERE DEVASTATED BY THE NEW
GOVERNMENT'S POLICIES. SHE BECAME A CHRISTIAN, THEN BECAME A NUN,
AND EVENTUALLY WAS THE SUPERIOR OF A CONVENT IN FRANCE. WHEN THE
NAZIS CAME, SHE WAS PLACED IN A CONCENTRATION CAMP, WHERE SHE
CONTINUE TO WORK WITH JEWS AND GYPSIES AND OTHERS WHO WERE BEING
SYSTEMATICALLY WIPED OUT. ONE DAY A MOTHER AND HER CHILD WERE TOLD
THAT ONE OF THEM WAS SLATED FOR THE NEXT MASS EXECUTION. MOTHER
MARIA STEPPED FORWARD AND OFFERED HERSELF INSTEAD. SHE WAS TAKEN OFF
AND EXECUTED, ALONG WITH THE OTHERS WHO HAD BEEN SINGLED OUT.
SHE HAD HEARD JESUS'
PROMISES; SHE HAD BORN WITNESS; SHE HAD BEEN HATED AS A RESULT; AND
SHE HAD BEEN PUT TO DEATH. SHE WENT TO HER DEATH TRUSTING THAT NOT A
HAIR ON HER HEAD WOULD BE HARMED AND THAT SHE WOULD SAVE HER LIFE.
THAT'S ALL THAT JESUS ASKS
OF YOU AND I – TO BELIEVE HIS PROMISES. AND IF WE DO BELIEVE, IT
WON'T BE A PROBLEM TO STAND UP TO OUR SOCIETY, EVEN IF WE ARE
IMPRISONED, EVEN IF WE ARE PUT TO DEATH.
Sunday, November 17, 2013
Sunday, November 10, 2013
Thirty-second Sunday in Ordinary Time, cycle C
LUKE 20:27-38
RECENTLY ONE OF MY
COUSINS DIED AFTER, AS THEY SAY, A LONG ILLNESS. HE’D GROWN UP ON
A FARM, BUT WENT TO COLLEGE AND GOT A GRADUATE DEGREE AND WORKED FOR
A TIME AS AN ENGINEER. BUT THE LURE OF THE FARM WAS TOO GREAT, AND
WHEN HIS DAD RETIRED, HE MOVED HIS FAMILY BACK TO MONTANA AND SPENT
THE REST OF HIS LIFE RUNNING THE FARM. HE USED TO JOKE THAT IF
SOMEONE GAVE HIM A MILLION DOLLARS, HE WOULD KEEP ON FARMING UNTIL IT
WAS ALL GONE. YOU HAVE TO REALLY LIKE FARMING TO BE A FARMER, I
GUESS. HE USED TO WRITE STORIES ABOUT HIS EXPERIENCES AND SEND THEM
TO HIS COUSINS. EVENTUALLY TRAGEDY STRUCK, AND HE BECAME MORE AND
MORE HELPLESS, UNTIL HE WAS BEDRIDDEN, BREATHING THROUGH A HOLE IN
HIS NECK. AND THEN HE DIED.
WHENEVER SOMEONE CLOSE
DIES, I CAN’T HELP BUT WONDER. IS THAT ALL THERE IS? OF COURSE I
BELIEVE IN LIFE AFTER DEATH, BUT WHAT DOES THAT REALLY MEAN? WE
CATHOLICS ARE CONDITIONED TO BELIEVE THAT DEATH IS NOT THE END, AND
WE THINK THAT IS A PRETTY MUCH UNIVERSAL HUMAN IDEA, BUT IT’S NOT.
JUST AS IN OUR TIME, IN THE TIME OF JESUS, THERE WERE PEOPLE WHO DID
NOT BELIEVE IN LIFE AFTER DEATH. SADDUCEES WERE ACTUALLY THE
CONSERVATIVE ONES. THEY ONLY READ THE FIRST FIVE BOOKS OF THE BIBLE,
AND IF YOU COMB THROUGH THOSE FIVE BOOKS, YOU WON’T FIND ANY
MENTION OF LIFE AFTER DEATH, SO THE SADDUCEES DID NOT BELIEVE IN IT
EITHER. THE PHARISEES, INFLUENCED PERHAPS BY OTHER CULTURES AND BY
LATER WRITINGS IN THE OLD TESTAMENT, DID BELIEVE, AND SO DID JESUS
AND HIS FRIENDS. REMEMBER WHEN JESUS CALLED LAZARUS BACK FROM THE
DEAD? MARTHA IN ANSWER TO HIS QUESTION ADMITTED HER OWN BELIEF IN
THE RESURRECTION. BUT BELIEF IN RESURRECTION ALWAYS LEADS TO WHAT
DOES THAT REALLY MEAN?
WE CATHOLICS TEND TO THINK
ABOUT LIFE AFTER DEATH AS A STATE WHERE OUR SOUL LEAVES OUR BODY AND
ENDS UP IN HEAVEN, PURGATORY, OR HELL. THAT’S NOT TOO BIG A
STRETCH -- AFTER ALL NO ONE HAS SEEN A SOUL, AND SINCE IT DOESN’T
TAKE UP SPACE AND IS NOT “MATERIAL” WE DON’T HAVE TO WONDER
WHERE GOD IS GOING TO PUT ALL OF THEM. BUT OFFICIAL CHURCH TEACHING
IS THAT ULTIMATELY OUR SOULS WILL BE ANIMATING OUR BODIES AGAIN --
BODIES THAT WILL BE CHANGED, OF COURSE, BUT WILL BE CONTINUOUS WITH
THE BODY WE HAVE RIGHT NOW. AND WE BELIEVE THAT MARY HAS ALREADY
GONE THROUGH THIS PROCESS; HER BODY IS RISEN FROM THE DEAD AND HER
SOUL ANIMATES THAT BODY.
AND THAT RAISES ALL KINDS
OF QUESTIONS. WHAT HAPPENS IF THE BODY WAS CREMATED? OR WORSE YET,
THE BODY IS RETURNED TO ITS ELEMENTS, BECOMES FERTILIZER FOR PLANTS,
WHICH IN TURN ARE EATEN BY LIVESTOCK, WHICH ARE EATEN BY PEOPLE, THUS
BECOMING ANOTHER BODY? SORTING ALL THAT OUT IS TRULY A TASK ONLY GOD
COULD DO.
BUT BELIEF IN RESURRECTION
IS NOT REALLY ABOUT HOW IT WILL BE, WHETHER OUR RISEN BODY CAN WALK
THROUGH WALLS OR FLY AROUND LIKE SUPERMAN OR TELEPORT LIKE THE PEOPLE
ON STAR TREK. IT ISN’T ABOUT WHAT WE WILL EAT AND WHAT WE WILL
WEAR. IT’S REALLY ABOUT JUSTICE.
WE BELIEVE GOD IS
ULTIMATELY JUST. YET WE LOOK AROUND AND DON’T SEE ANY. AND THAT’S
NOT A NEW PROBLEM EITHER. IN FACT WHEN YOU GO BACK TO THE STORY OF
CAIN AND ABEL GOD TELLS CAIN THAT ABEL’S BLOOD HAS BEEN CRYING OUT
TO HIM. AND IN ANSWER TO THAT CRY, GOD PUNISHES CAIN. AND ABRAHAM
NEARLY SACRIFICES HIS SON IN OBEDIENCE TO GOD, AND IS REWARDED -- NOT
WITH ETERNAL LIFE, BUT WITH RICHES AND LONG LIFE, AND OF COURSE, WITH
THE PROMISE OF DESCENDANTS MORE NUMERABLE THAN THE STARS IN THE SKY.
THE SADDUCEES MAY NOT HAVE
BELIEVE IN LIFE AFTER DEATH, BUT THEY DID BELIEVE THAT GOD WAS JUST,
AND SOMEHOW JUSTICE WOULD BE SERVED. THE PHARISEES REALIZED THAT
JUSTICE DEMANDED MORE THAN THAT; IT DEMANDED THAT THE PERSON REWARDED
OR PUNISHED HAD TO BE AROUND IN SOME WAY OR IT DIDN’T REALLY COUNT
AS JUSTICE. AND JESUS ROUNDLY ENDORSES THAT, NOT ONLY HERE BUT
ULTIMATELY BY RISING FROM THE DEAD HIMSELF. BUT JESUS ALSO TELLS US
THAT IT’S USELESS TO SPECULATE ABOUT HOW IT WILL BE, EXCEPT TO SAY
IT WON’T BE LIKE ANYTHING WE CAN RELATE TO. THERE WON’T BE
MARRYING OR BEING GIVEN IN MARRIAGE; WE WILL BE LIKE ANGELS, WHATEVER
THAT MEANS. SAINT PAUL TALKS ABOUT HIS OWN VISION WHEN HE WAS
SNATCHED UP TO THE SEVENTH HEAVEN, AND PROCLAIMED “EYE HAS NOT
SEEN, NOR EAR HEARD, NEITHER HAVE ENTERED INTO THE HEART OF MAN, THE
THINGS WHICH GOD HAS PREPARED FOR THEM THAT LOVE HIM.”
AND THAT SHOULD CONTENT
US, THOSE OF US WHO HAVE LOST A LOVED ONE, THOSE OF US, ALL OF US,
WHO WILL SOMEDAY CROSS THAT THRESHOLD. IF WE CAN BELIEVE IN OUR
HEARTS THAT GOD IS JUST, THEN WE NEEDN’T HAVE A FEAR OF DEATH,
BECAUSE JESUS HAS SATISFIED GOD’S JUSTICE AND TURNED IT INTO MERCY,
IF ONLY WE CLAIM IT.
MY COUSIN MARRIED A
WONDERFUL WOMAN, RAISED A FAMILY, WORKED HARD, TREATED OTHER PEOPLE
DECENTLY, PARTICIPATED IN THE SACRAMENTAL LIFE OF THE CHURCH.
THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO BY ANY STANDARDS HAVE DONE A LOT LESS AND YET
HAVE A LOT MORE; AND OF COURSE THERE ARE PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD WHO
WORKED HARDER, PRAYED MORE FERVENTLY, LOVED MORE DEEPLY -- BUT
SOMEHOW THEIR LIVES ARE MISERABLE. THERE IS NO JUSTICE HERE.
IF GOD IS JUST, AND THERE
IS NO JUSTICE HERE, THEN THERE HAS TO BE RESURRECTION. IF THOSE OF
US WHO LOVED MY COUSIN COULD BRING HIM BACK, NOT AS HE WAS AT THE
END, BUT IN THE PRIME OF LIFE, WOULDN’T WE DO SO? BUT GOD CAN, AND
GOD WILL, BECAUSE HE LOVES MY COUSIN EVEN NOW, HIS BODY, NOT JUST
HIS SOUL; AND HE IS THE GOD OF THE LIVING.
ALL THROUGH THE NEW
TESTAMENT THE GOOD NEWS OF THE RESURRECTION SHINES THROUGH EVERY PAGE
-- NOT JUST THAT OF JESUS, BUT YOURS AND MINE. AND AT THE VERY END
IN THE BOOK OF REVELATION, WE HEAR THOSE WONDERFUL WORDS: “‘HE
WILL WIPE EVERY TEAR FROM THEIR EYES. THERE WILL BE NO MORE DEATH’
OR MOURNING OR CRYING OR PAIN, FOR THE OLD ORDER OF THINGS HAS PASSED
AWAY.”
SO THINK ABOUT THOSE
THINGS THIS WEEK, AND ABOUT YOUR OWN LOVED ONES WHO HAVE PASSED AWAY.
AND LET YOURSELF BE JOYFUL KNOWING THAT IN GOD THEY LIVE AND WILL
ALWAYS LIVE, AND SO DO WE AS WELL.
Sunday, November 3, 2013
Thirty-first Sunday in Ordinary Time, cycle C
LUKE
19:1-10
DO
YOU REMEMBER THAT MOVIE CALLED “AS GOOD AS IT GETS?” JACK
NICHOLSON PLAYS A WRITER WHO IS FULL OF NEUROSES AND
OBSESSIVE-COMPULSIVE PROBLEMS. HE EVENTUALLY MEETS A SINGLE MOTHER
AND FALLS IN LOVE WITH HER. HE EVENTUALLY TELLS HER THAT HE IS GOING
TO GIVE HER A COMPLIMENT. HE SAYS THAT HIS DOCTOR PRESCRIBED SOME
PILLS FOR HIM THAT WOULD HELP HIM WITH HIS BEHAVIOR, BUT HE
ABSOLUTELY HATES TO TAKE PILLS. SHE ASKS, “HOW IS THAT A
COMPLIMENT?” HE REPLIES, “THIS MORNING I TOOK A PILL. YOU MAKE
ME WANT TO BE A BETTER MAN.”
LOVE
ISN'T LOVE UNLESS IT CHANGES YOU. THINK OF HOW NEW PARENTS CHANGE
THEIR BEHAVIOR WHEN THEY ARE EXPECTING A BABY. THE EXPECTANT MOTHER
BEGINS TO WORRY ABOUT WHAT SHE EATS AND DRINKS; THE FATHER BEGINS TO
THINK ABOUT WHETHER HE WILL BE ABLE TO SUPPORT HIS FAMILY AND WHAT HE
SHOULD DO TO MAKE THAT MORE LIKELY. ALL OF A SUDDEN THE HONEYMOON
ARE OVER AND REAL LIFE MOVES IN ALL BECAUSE OF LOVE. OR EVEN THINK
ABOUT WHEN THIS COUPLE FELL IN LOVE. HE PROBABLY BEGAN TO PAY MORE
ATTENTION TO HOW HE DRESSED, AND MAYBE INCREASED THE NUMBER OF
SHOWERS HE TOOK EACH WEEK. SHE SPENT A LITTLE MORE TIME LOOKING IN
THE MIRROR BEFORE A DATE, AND TRIED TO SHED THOSE FIVE EXTRA POUNDS
THAT SHE PUT ON.
OR
THINK ABOUT THE ORIGINS OF THE FRANCISCANS, OR THE JESUITS, OR ANY
NUMBER OF OTHER ORDERS. IT WASN'T ONLY LOVE OF GOD THAT LED PEOPLE
TO JOIN; IT WAS SOMETHING ABOUT THE FOUNDER THAT ATTRACTED THEM TO
THAT PARTICULAR ORDER. IT WAS A SORT OF LOVE.
JESUS
WAS ALWAYS BRINGING ABOUT CHANGE; MEN AND WOMEN LOVED HIM AND
CHANGED. THE APOSTLES LEFT EVERYTHING TO FOLLOW HIM; WE REMEMBER THE
WOMAN WHO WAS ABOUT TO BE STONED FOR ADULTERY; HER LIFE WAS LITERALLY
SAVED BECAUSE OF THE ENCOUNTER WITH JESUS. AND TODAY WE READ ABOUT
ANOTHER SUCH ENCOUNTER – A SHORT RICH TAX COLLECTOR WHO FELT THE
URGE TO SEE JESUS AND CLIMBED A TREE. AND THE RESULT OF THIS
ENCOUNTER WAS A CHANGE IN THE TAX COLLECTOR'S HEART – HE INTENDED
TO GIVE HALF HIS WEALTH AWAY, AND MAKE SURE THAT HE HAD DEFRAUDED NO
ONE. HIS ENCOUNTER WITH JESUS DID NOT JUST CHANGE HIM, IT CHANGED
THE PEOPLE WHO RECEIVED THE PRODUCT OF HIS GENEROSITY, AND JESUS
HIMSELF PROMISES NOT ONLY THAT SALVATION WOULD COME TO ZACCHEUS, BUT
TO HIS WHOLE HOUSEHOLD. ALL BECAUSE ZACCHEUS WANTED TO SEE JESUS AND
WENT TO THE TROUBLE OF CLIMBING A TREE. HOW MUCH DID GOD DO FOR THIS
MAN, WHO DID SO LITTLE TO DESERVE IT?
MY
GRANDFATHER, WHO WAS A FALLEN AWAY MORMON, USED TO SAY THAT HE FELT
CLOSEST TO GOD WHEN HE WAS FISHING OR HIKING IN THE HILLS OF MONTANA.
AND WE ALL PROBABLY HAVE OUR FAVORITE WAY TO FEEL CLOSE TO GOD –
ONE OF MINE IS TO TAKE A GOOD LONG RIDE ON MY BICYCLE. AFTER ALL,
GOD IS EVERYWHERE, AND WE CAN ENCOUNTER HIM IN ANY CIRCUMSTANCE. SO
COULD ZACCHEUS; SO COULD THE APOSTLES. I THINK IT'S INTERESTING THAT
AFTER THE RESURRECTION WHEN THE APOSTLES DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO NEXT,
PETER ANNOUNCED “I AM GOING FISHING.” HE KNEW THAT IF HE
SLIPPED INTO THE OLD GROOVE OF WORKING THE NETS AND STEERING THE
BOAT, HE WOULD FEEL AT HOME. BUT ALTHOUGH WE CAN AND SHOULD BE AWARE
OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD WHEREVER WE ARE, IT ISN'T THE SAME THING AS
ENCOUNTERING CHRIST, THE GOD, CHRIST THE MAN. AND JESUS LEFT US THE
SACRAMENT OF THE EUCHARIST PRECISELY SO THAT WE COULD ENCOUNTER HIM
IN A SPECIFIC WAY, IN A SPECIFIC PLACE.
WE
CAN TALK ABOUT HOW WE LOVE JESUS; BUT IF JACK NICHOLSON STAYED IN HIS
APARTMENT HE COULD LOVE HELEN HUNT ALL HE WANTED TO, BUT NOTHING
WOULD HAPPEN. IT WAS ONLY WHEN HE CAME INTO HER PRESENCE THAT THE
LOVE COULD BEGIN TO BLOSSOM. AND WE CATHOLICS BELIEVE THAT JESUS IS
REALLY AND TRULY PRESENT IN THE EUCHARIST, JUT AS HE WAS PRESENT TO
ZACCHEUS 2000 YEARS AGO. AND YET, WE'VE DEFINITELY LOST SOMETHING IN
THAT WE DON'T ACT LIKE WE BELIEVE THAT. WE AREN'T WILLING TO CLIMB
THE TREE TO SEE HIM; WE SHOW UP FOR OUR WEEKLY MASS, AND THAT'S A
WONDERFUL THING – BUT HE'S HERE IN THE TABERNACLE ALL THE TIME, AND
DURING SPECIAL TIMES, LIKE EVERY TUESDAY AND ON FIRST FRIDAYS, HE IS
VISIBLE TO US; HE IS PRESENT TO US; HE IS THERE TO LOVE US AND HELP
US DEEPEN OUR OWN LOVE FOR HIM.
SOME
PEOPLE DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH ALL THAT SILENCE SITTING ON A HARD
PEW. BUT THE BEAUTY OF ADORATION IS THAT IT DOESN'T DEMAND ANYTHING
FROM US BUT OUR PRESENCE; JESUS IS REALLY PRESENT, WE NEED TO BE
REALLY PRESENT. TWO FRIENDS CAN HANG OUT TOGETHER WITHOUT TALKING;
LOVERS CAN BE DOING THEIR OWN THINGS BUT IN THE PRESENCE OF EACH
OTHER THERE IS SOMETHING EXTRA. AND THAT'S WHAT ADORATION IS ALL
ABOUT. BRING A BOOK; ORGANIZE YOUR WEEK; DAYDREAM; TELL HIM WHAT'S
ON YOUR MIND IF YOU WANT. LOOK WHAT HAPPENED TO ZACCHEUS AND ALL HE
DID WAS CLIMB A TREE. THINK OF THE POSSIBILITIES IF YOU BEGIN MAKING
A TIME TO COME INTO THIS CHURCH FOR A HALF-HOUR OR SO ONCE A WEEK TO
BE IN THE REAL PRESENCE OF JESUS.
Sunday, October 27, 2013
Thirtieth Sunday in Ordinary Time, cycle C
LUKE 18:9-14
DID YOU HEAR THE STORY OF
THE LITTLE GIRL WHO CAME HOME FROM SCHOOL ONE DAY ALL EXCITED. “THEY
VOTED ME THE PRETTIEST GIRL IN THE CLASS!”, SHE SAID. THE NEXT
DAY, SAME THING; “THEY VOTED ME THE MOST POPULAR GIRL IN THE
CLASS!” ON THE THIRD DAY, SHE WAS EVEN MORE EXCITED. “TODAY
THEY VOTED ME THE MOST LIKELY TO SUCCEED!” THE NEXT DAY SHE CAME
HOME CRYING. HER MOTHER SAID, “I GATHER SOMEONE ELSE WON THE VOTE
TODAY.” “NO” SAID THE GIRL, “I WON. I WAS VOTED THE MOST
STUCK UP.”
JESUS ONCE SAID THAT NO
MAN WHO LIGHTS A LAMP PUTS IT UNDER A BUSHEL; INSTEAD HE PUTS IT ON A
LAMP STAND SO THAT ALL THAT ENTER WILL SEE THE LIGHT. AND HE ALSO
SAID, “LET YOUR LIGHT SHINE BEFORE MEN, THAT THEY MAY SEE YOUR GOOD
WORKS AND GLORIFY YOUR FATHER IN HEAVEN. MOTHER THERESA ACCEPTED THE
NOBEL PRIZE FOR HER WORK AMONG THE POOR AND FORGOTTEN IN INDIA. AND
DOWN THROUGH THE AGES WE'VE GOT MANY SAINTS WHO DID NOT HIDE THE FACT
THAT THEY DID EXTRAORDINARILY GOOD WORKS.
THE PHARISEE IN THE STORY
JESUS TOLD SEEMS TO BE DOING THE SAME THING. WE KNOW THAT PHARISEES
WERE PEOPLE WHO WERE FULLY COMMITTED TO NOT ONLY OBEYING THE LAW, BUT
SORT OF MOVING THE LAW INTO THEMSELVES. THIS PHARISEE TITHES, SO HE
IS GIVING MORE OF HIS INCOME TO HIS RELIGION AND HIS CHARITIES THAN
MOST OF US DO; AND HE FASTS, WHICH IS A PROFOUND RELIGIOUS ACT THAT
MANY CHRISTIANS HAVE COMPLETELY FORGOTTEN ABOUT. AND YOU COULD
PROBABLY CHECK ON THIS PHARISEE AND FIND THAT HE LIVED AN EXEMPLARY
LIFE. SO WHAT IS THE PROBLEM HERE? PHARISEES WORE SPECIAL CLOTHING
AS THEY WENT ABOUT THEIR BUSINESS; WHAT THEY WORE WAS BASED UPON WHAT
WAS WRITTEN IN THE FIVE HOLY BOOKS OF MOSES. IF YOU PUT ON THOSE
CLOTHES IN THAT SOCIETY, YOU WERE INVITING PEOPLE TO WATCH YOUR EVERY
MOVE, AND IF YOU BROKE EVEN A SMALL COMMANDMENT, YOU WERE CONDEMNED
AS A HYPOCRITE. AND THIS PHARISEE, PERHAPS, IS GLAD THAT HE IS NOT
LIKE MOST OTHER MEN, GLAD THAT HE HAS THE STRENGTH AND WILL-POWER TO
OBEY THE LAW DOWN TO THE LAST LITTLE DETAIL. AND MAYBE HE THINKS, BY
PRAYING HIS PRAYER OUT LOUD, THAT SOME OF THE OTHER PEOPLE IN THE
TEMPLE MIGHT SAY, “IF THAT GUY CAN DO IT, MAYBE I CAN DO IT AS
WELL.”
AND THE TAX COLLECTOR.
TAX COLLECTORS FIRST OF ALL WORKED FOR THE ROMANS. THE ROMANS WOULD
GO INTO A VILLAGE AND APPOINT ONE OR MORE TAX COLLECTORS. THIS WAS
AN ENVIABLE POSITION FROM A FINANCIAL STANDPOINT, EVEN THOUGH YOU'D
BE KICKED OUT OF POLITE SOCIETY. THE WAY THINGS WORKED IS THAT YOU
WENT OUT WITH A FEW ROMAN SOLDIERS AND YOU LOOKED OVER YOUR
NEIGHBOR'S CROPS, OR HIS VINEYARDS OR HIS OLIVE TREES, OR WHATEVER HE
DID TO MAKE A LIVING. YOU MADE AN ESTIMATE ABOUT HOW MUCH THIS WAS
WORTH AND YOU CALCULATED THE PERCENTAGE OWED TO THE ROMANS. AND YOU
THREW IN A LITTLE EXTRA, BECAUSE THAT'S HOW YOU MADE YOUR LIVING.
TAX COLLECTORS GOT PART OF WHAT THEY COLLECTED. AND SINCE THE
AVERAGE CITIZEN COULDN'T READ OR WRITE, AND SINCE THE ROMAN SOLDIERS
WERE THERE TO ENFORCE YOUR DECISIONS, IT WAS A PRETTY NICE TRADE, AND
EASY TO CHEAT ON. PEOPLE DIDN'T BECOME TAX COLLECTORS BECAUSE THEY
WERE RELIGIOUS, OR GIVEN TO GREAT HONESTY. THEY BECAME TAX
COLLECTORS TO GET RICH. AND YET OUR TAX COLLECTOR GOES HOME
“JUSTIFIED.” ALL BECAUSE HE BEGS GOD FOR MERCY.
SO WHAT GIVES? IS JESUS
SAYING THAT WE SHOULDN'T BE LIKE THE PHARISEE, AND WE SHOULD HIDE OUR
LIGHT UNDER A BUSHEL? IS JESUS SAYING THAT WE SHOULD BE LIKE THE TAX
COLLECTOR, AND NO MATTER HOW BADLY WE SIN, JUST CALL OUT FOR MERCY
AND ALL WILL BE FORGIVEN? I DON'T THINK EITHER IS THE CASE.
IF YOU ARE REALLY HONEST
WITH YOURSELF – I DON'T CARE WHO YOU ARE, EVEN IF YOU ARE A WALKING
SAINT – YOU HAVE TO ADMIT YOU COULD BE BETTER. YOUR PRAYER LIFE
COULD STAND AN OVERHAUL. YOU COULD BE A BETTER HUSBAND OR WIFE, OR
MOTHER OR FATHER. IN THE COURSE OF YOUR DAY, DID YOU CUT A CORNER
HERE AND THERE? HOW ABOUT YOUR DIET, YOUR EXERCISE – COULD THAT
USE A LITTLE WORK? HAVE YOU CALLED YOUR MOTHER LATELY? ANY FRIENDS
YOU'VE NEGLECTED, OR COMPLEMENTS YOU HAVEN'T GIVEN? WHEN I LOOK AT
WHAT COULD BE VERSUS WHAT IS, I KNOW I COULD DO BETTER. AND THAT'S
THE ONLY COMPARISON THAT MATTERS. THE PHARISEE THINKS GOD GRADES ON
A CURVE, AND AS LONG AS THERE ARE TAX COLLECTORS AROUND, HE'S GOT
NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT. BUT THE TAX COLLECTOR LOOKS AT HIMSELF, AND
SEES THE GREAT GAP BETWEEN WHAT HE IS AND WHAT HE COULD BE. THE
PHARISEE IS OF THE OPINION THAT HE DESERVES GOD'S FAVOR, BECAUSE HE'S
BEEN SO GOOD AT KEEPING THE LAW. THE TAX COLLECTOR KNOWS THAT THE
ONLY WAY HE'S GOING TO MAKE IT IS IF GOD IS MERCIFUL TO HIM; THERE'S
NOTHING HE CAN DO, NOTHING AT ALL, TO MAKE GOD GIVE HIM A PORTION OF
THE WORLD TO COME.
IT'S HARD GOING THROUGH A
DAY WITHOUT AT LEAST MOMENTARILY CONTRASTING YOURSELF WITH SOMEONE
ELSE; IT'S AN INSTINCT.. IF SOMEONE IS CLEARLY BETTER THAN I AM AT
SOMETHING I TREASURE, I'LL FIND SOMETHING IN HIM THAT PALES IN
COMPARISON TO ME. AND THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN GIVEN HUGE
BLESSINGS – GREAT HEALTH, A GOOD MIND, A GREAT FAMILY, AND A LOT OF
LUCK – AND FOR THEM IT'S EVEN HARDER TO NOT SAY, “THANK GOD I AM
NOT LIKE THE REST OF MEN”. THE PHARISEE'S SIN IS NOT THAT HE IS
BRAGGING OR SHOWING OFF. HIS SIN IS THAT HE IS NOT LOOKING AT HOW
FAR HE HAS TO GO. THE TAX COLLECTOR MIGHT KNOW HE IS IN A HOLE HE
CAN NEVER DIG OUT OF, BUT HIS EYES ARE FIXED ON WHAT IS STILL NEEDED
IN HIS OWN LIFE. JESUS SAID, “BE PERFECT AS YOUR HEAVENLY FATHER
IS PERFECT.” THAT'S WHAT WE NEED TO PRAY ABOUT, THAT'S THE
COMPARISON WE NEED TO MAKE WHEN WE ARE AT PRAYER. SAINT PAUL TOLD
HIS FOLLOWERS TO BE IMITATORS OF HIM. THAT SOUNDS LIKE BRAGGING, BUT
SAINT PAUL GOES ON TO SAY “AS I AM AN IMITATOR OF CHRIST.” HE
KNEW HE STILL HAD A LONG WAY TO GO, BUT HE ALSO KNEW THAT HE WAS A
GOOD EXAMPLE TO HIS NEW CONVERTS.
SO LIVE LIKE THE
PHARISEE, KEEPING ALL THE COMMANDMENTS TO THE LETTER; TITHE AND FAST
AND KEEP ON STRIVING TO BE BETTER TOMORROW THAN YOU WERE TODAY. AND
EACH DAY FOCUS ON WHAT STILL STANDS IN THE WAY OF YOU AND PERFECTION.
IF YOU ARE ANYTHING LIKE ANY OF THE SAINTS YOU KNOW YOU WON'T REACH
PERFECTION IN THIS LIFE; BUT WORKING TOWARDS PERFECTION IS WHAT IT'S
ALL ABOUT. AND WHEN YOU ARE TEMPTED TO COMPARE YOURSELF TO SOMEONE
ELSE, COMPARE YOURSELF INSTEAD TO WHAT YOU COULD BE IF YOUR REALLY
WORKED AT IT. AND THEN CALL OUT FOR GOD'S MERCY, BECAUSE THAT'S THE
ONLY HOPE YOU AND I HAVE.
Sunday, October 20, 2013
Twenty-ninth Sunday in Ordinary Time, cycle C
LUKE 18:1-8
HOW DO WE INTERPRET JESUS' PARABLE
TODAY? I GUESS THE OBVIOUS ANSWER IS THAT HE IS TELLING US THAT WE
SHOULD BE VERY PERSISTENT IN OUR PRAYER. JESUS GAVE MANY OTHER
TEACHINGS ABOUT PRAYER – HE GAVE US THE LORD'S PRAYER AS A MODEL;
HE TOLD US THAT WHATEVER WE ASKED FOR WOULD BE GIVEN TO US; HE TOLD
US ANOTHER PARABLE ABOUT A MAN WHO WENT TO HIS NEIGHBOR IN THE MIDDLE
OF THE NIGHT TO BORROW A LOAF OF BREAD, AND ENDED UP BANGING DOWN THE
DOOR UNTIL THE NEIGHBOR GOT UP. AND HE GAVE US THAT WONDERFUL
INSTRUCTION, “ASK AND IT WILL BE GIVEN TO YOU, SEEK AND YOU WILL
FIND, KNOCK AND IT WILL BE OPEN TO YOU.” THESE ARE ALL WONDERFUL
WORDS, BUT IF YOU ARE LIKE ME, YOU DON'T SEE THESE THINGS HAPPENING;
YOU KNOW OF A MOTHER WHO HAS PRAYED FOR HER CHILD'S LIFE – AND THE
CHILD DIED. WASN'T SHE PERSISTENT ENOUGH? IF YOU ARE LIKE ME, YOU
TAKE REFUGE IN TAGGING “THY WILL BE DONE” ONTO ALL YOUR PRAYERS,
EVEN IF YOU DON'T ACTUALLY SAY THE WORDS, BECAUSE THAT GIVES GOD AN
OUT. YOU SAY, “GOD ALWAYS ANSWERS PRAYERS, BUT SOMETIMES THE
ANSWER IS NO.” I'M ALWAYS TROUBLED BY WHAT JESUS SAYS ABOUT
PRAYER, AND MY OWN EXPERIENCE WITH PRAYER.
SURE, EVERY NOW AND THEN YOU SEE A
GLIMMER OF GOD BREAKING THROUGH. PEOPLE PRAY FOR A YOUNG PRIEST WHO
SEEMS TO BE DYING, AND HE TURNS THE CORNER! A MAN OUT OF WORK PRAYS
FOR A JOB TO TAKE CARE OF HIS FAMILY, AND THE VERY NEXT DAY GETS A
GREAT OFFER. I'VE HAD MOMENTS LIKE THAT; ONCE IN A BLUE MOON IT
SEEMS AS THOUGH GOD DOES HEAR MY PRAYER AND ANSWERS IT. BUT THOSE
MOMENTS ONLY EMPHASIZE THE MANY MANY TIMES I'VE PRAYER AND THE
ANSWER, IF ANY, IS VERY SUBTLE – OR MAYBE IT IS “NO”. AND YET,
JESUS PRAYERS WERE ALWAYS ANSWERED, ALWAYS EXCEPT THAT TIME IN THE
GARDEN WHEN HE PRAYED, “LET THIS CUP PASS FROM ME – BUT ADDED –
NOT MY WILL, BUT YOURS BE DONE.” BUT EVEN THERE, WE KNOW THAT
JESUS HAD KNOWN THAT WHEN HE WENT DOWN TO JERUSALEM HE WASN'T COMING
BACK; EVEN HIS APOSTLES KNEW THAT. AFTER TRYING TO PERSUADE HIM NOT
TO GO, THOMAS SAID, “LET US GO DOWN WITH HIM AND DIE WITH HIM.”
THAT PRAYER IN THE GARDEN JUST PROVED THAT JESUS WAS HUMAN, NOT THAT
HE WANTED TO AVOID WHAT HE WAS SENT TO EARTH FOR.
SOME PROTESTANTS TALK ABOUT “ASKING
PRAYER.” IT WORKS SOMETHING LIKE THIS. FIRST, YOU HAVE TO ASK.
THE WIDOW ASKED FOR A JUST DECISION AGAINST HER ADVERSARY. THE POINT
IS THAT SHE WAS OWED THIS DECISION; SHE WASN'T ASKING FOR A
GOLD-PLATED MULE OR AN IVORY PALACE. THE POINT OF ASKING PRAYER IS
THAT GOD HAS ALREADY SET EVERYTHING IN MOTION AND IS EAGER FOR YOU TO
ASK SO THAT IT CAN BE GIVEN TO YOU. AND GOD PROMPTS YOU TO ASK.
SOMETIMES WE PRAY ROTE PRAYERS, HARDLY KNOWING WHAT WE ARE SAYING;
SOMETIMES WE PRAY FOR STUFF, FOR FAVORS, OFTEN FOR GOOD THINGS; AND
SOMETIMES WE PRAY WITH NO EXPECTATION THAT OUR PRAYER WILL BE
ANSWERED, AND THAT'S NOT A PRAYER AT ALL. THE FIRST STEP IS TO
LISTEN TO WHAT GOD IS ASKING US TO PRAY FOR AND THEN ASK FOR IT.
SECOND YOU HAVE TO SEEK. THE WIDOW
KEEPS COMING TO THE JUDGE. SHE DOESN'T CONDEMN HIM, DOESN'T GO OFF
AND DESPAIR; PRETTY SOON THE JUDGE KNOWS THIS WIDOW; SHE BECOMES REAL
TO HIM, NOT JUST ANOTHER STREET PERSON. A RELATIONSHIP IS FORMED;
TWO HUMAN BEINGS OPEN UP A LITTLE TO EACH OTHER. JESUS TELLS US TO
PRAY “IN HIS NAME” THIS MEANS WE ARE TO PRAY IN THE MIND OF
CHRIST. WE DON'T SAY, “LORD, PLEASE FIND ME A JOB.” WE SAY,
“LORD, HERE IS A NEED. HOW DO YOU WANT ME TO PRAY ABOUT IT?”
SAINT PAUL SAID THAT HE PRAYED THREE TIMES THAT AN ILLNESS WOULD BE
LIFTED, AND THE LORD FINALLY REPLIED, “MY GRACE IS SUFFICIENT FOR
YOU, FOR POWER IS PERFECTED IN WEAKNESS.” PAUL THEN GLORIED IN THE
WEAKNESS HE HAD, BECAUSE HE HAD COME TO KNOW THE MIND OF CHRIST.
THIRD, YOU HAVE TO KNOCK. THE WIDOW'S
PERSISTENCE MAKES THE JUDGE FEARFUL THAT SHE MIGHT DO VIOLENCE TO
HIM, AND HE FINALLY RELENTS. WHAT IS THE POINT OF PRAYING OVER AND
OVER AGAIN FOR THE SAME THING? DOESN'T GOD HEAR US THE FIRST TIME?
BUT WE SEE THROUGHOUT SCRIPTURE THAT THE GREAT FIGURES OFTEN PRAY
REPEATEDLY; THE STORY OF MOSES HOLDING UP HIS STAFF WITH THE HELP OF
HIS AIDS SHOWS US ABOUT THIS KNOCKING. WHEN HE HELD THE STAFF UP,
THE ISRAELITES GOT THE BETTER OF THE FIGHT, BUT WHEN HE COULDN'T HOLD
IT UP ANYMORE, THEY BEGAN TO LOSE. PERSISTENT PRAYER DOESN'T CHANGE
GOD'S MIND. BUT IT DOES RELEASE SPIRITUAL ENERGY. EVEN THOUGH GOD
MIGHT WISH TO ANSWER OUR PRAYERS, THERE ARE BARRIERS. WE MAY PRAY
FOR THE RECOVERY OF A CHILD FROM A LIFE-THREATENING ILLNESS; BUT THE
CHILD AT SOME LEVEL MIGHT BE PRAYING TO BE UNITED TO GOD. WE MIGHT
PRAY THAT A FRIEND RETURNS TO THE CHURCH. BUT GOD WOULD NEVER STAND
IN THE WAY OF THE FREE WILL HE'S GIVEN THAT FRIEND. SOMETIMES THESE
BARRIERS CAN BE OVERCOME, AND PERHAPS THE KNOCKING, THE REPETITIOUS
PRAYER, RELEASES THAT KIND OF ENERGY. IT WORKED FOR THE WIDOW; SHE
STARTED WITH A JUDGE THAT DID NOT FEAR GOD OR MAN, BUT ENDED UP WITH
A JUDGE WHO COULD NO LONGER DENY HER JUSTICE. WHAT HAPPENED? THE
JUDGE WAS CHANGED. WE CAN'T CHANGE GOD, BUT WE CAN CHANGE WHAT IS
KEEPING GOD FROM ACTING – BECAUSE INDEED GOD LIMITS HIMSELF OUT OF
LOVE FOR US.
JESUS SAYS THAT OUR PERSISTENCE WILL
PAY OFF. WE WHO ARE GOD'S CHOSEN ONES WILL RECEIVE WHAT IS RIGHT FOR
US. NOTICE THAT JESUS REFERS TO OUR RIGHTS, AND THAT'S WHAT HE IS
GUARANTEEING. HE IS THE ONE WHO GUARANTEES, WHO IS ALWAYS THERE WHEN
WE ARE PRAYING, HAS DONE ALL THAT HE POSSIBLY CAN FOR US TO HAVE OUR
“RIGHTS” AS CHILDREN OF THE FATHER.
BUT THEN WE HEAR THAT LAST SENTENCE
ECHOING DOWN OVER 2000 YEARS – WHEN THE SON OF MAN COMES, WILL HE
FIND FAITH ON EARTH? AND I LOOK AT MY OWN PRAYER LIFE, AND I REALIZE
THAT I'VE STILL GOT A LONG WAY TO GO TO PRAY THE WAY HE WANTS ME TO
PRAY. AND I DON'T HAVE A LOT OF TIME TO LEARN HOW TO DO IT. AND
MAYBE YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY, SO LET'S GET STARTED.
Sunday, October 13, 2013
Twenty-eighth Sunday in Ordinary Time, cycle C
LUKE 17:11-19
A LONG TIME AGO I
ARRANGED A PROGRAM INTENDING TO BRING PHYSICIANS AND CLERGY TOGETHER.
I HAD INVITED A PSYCHIATRIST, A PROTESTANT MINISTER, A RABBI, AND A
CATHOLIC PRIEST TO SPEAK, IN ADDITION TO MYSELF; THE GENERAL THEME
HAD TO DO WITH HOW WE COULD HELP PEOPLE WHO WERE DYING, SPECIFICALLY,
DYING OF CANCER. I DON'T REMEMBER MUCH ABOUT THE MEETING, IT WAS SO
LONG AGO. BUT I DO REMEMBER THE PROTESTANT MINISTER, WHO WAS FROM
ONE OF THOSE CHURCHES THEY PUT IN STORE FRONTS. AS HE BEGAN TO
SPEAK, HE TALKED ABOUT HOW JESUS HAD DIED FOR US, AND HE QUOTED
SCRIPTURE, TALKED ABOUT HIS PERSONAL CONVERSION, GAVE EXAMPLES OF
PEOPLE WHO HAD BEEN BORN-AGAIN WHEN THEY FACED TERMINAL ILLNESS –
AND HIS TALK BECAME MORE AND MORE AGITATED AND HE BEGAN TO SHED
TEARS. IN A GATHERING WHERE EVERYONE ELSE HAD GIVEN A DRY,
DISPASSIONATE TALK, HE WAS SORT OF AN EMBARRASSMENT. AFTER ALL,
THERE WERE PROBABLY ONLY A HANDFUL OF EVANGELICAL PROTESTANTS IN THE
WHOLE GATHERING. BUT I WONDERED WHY HE BECAME SO EMOTIONAL, HOW HE
COULD SHED TEARS IN FRONT OF A BUNCH OF DOCTORS AND CLERGYPERSONS OF
DIFFERENT FAITHS AND DENOMINATIONS.
LISTEN TO THE GOSPEL
STORY. TEN LEPERS CALL TO JESUS FROM A DISTANCE, IT SAYS. AND JESUS
DOES NOT TOUCH THEM, AS HE HAS TOUCHED OTHER LEPERS AND BLIND AND
LAME AND DEAF PEOPLE. HE SAYS, “GO AND SHOW YOURSELVES TO THE
PRIESTS”. WE THINK OF THE PHARISEES AS BEING OVERLY CONCERNED WITH
THE LAW, AND MAYBE SOME WERE. BUT THE ULTIMATE ARBITERS OF THE LAW
OF MOSES WERE THE PRIESTS. THEY WENT THROUGH AN APPRENTICESHIP, IN
WHICH THEY LEARNED FROM THE SCRIPTURES AND THE ESTABLISHED PRIESTS
HOW TO JUDGE INDIVIDUAL CASES AGAINST THE BACKGROUND OF THE LAW. A
PRIEST HAD TO MAKE SURE THAT THE ANIMALS USED IN SACRIFICE WERE
HEALTHY – AN ANIMAL WITH A BROKEN BONE OR A MISSING EYE WASN'T GOOD
ENOUGH FOR GOD. PRIESTS HAD TO KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT WEIGHTS AND
MEASURES, BECAUSE PEOPLE MADE OFFERINGS OF FRUITS AND GRAINS AND
PRESSED DATES AND FIGS. THESE HAD TO BE WEIGHED AND INSPECTED.
PRIESTS HAD TO BE ABLE TO APPLY THE MARRIAGE LAWS TO INDIVIDUAL CASES
– WERE THESE TWO RELATED OUT TO SEVEN TIMES REMOVED? WERE THERE
OTHER IMPEDIMENTS? AND THEY HAD TO KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT SKIN
DISEASES, BECAUSE THEY WERE THE JUDGES OF WHETHER SOMEONE HAD LEPROSY
OR NOT.
THE TEN LEPERS KNEW THAT
JESUS WAS A GREAT HEALER AND THEY DEMONSTRATED THEIR FAITH BY
MARCHING OFF TO SEE THE PRIESTS. THEY ALL BELIEVED THAT BY DOING
WHAT JESUS TOLD THEM TO DO THEY WOULD BE HEALED, AND INDEED, ON THE
WAY, IT SAYS, THEY WERE CLEANSED. I ADMIRE THE TEN LEPERS. HOW MANY
OF US KNOW THAT GOD WANTS US TO DO SOMETHING AND YET, WE THINK OF
EXCUSES AND KEEP PUTTING IT OFF. AT LEAST THE LEPERS TOOK JESUS AT
HIS WORD AND BEGAN TO MOVE. THEY DIDN'T SAY, “WHAT IF IT DOESN'T
WORK? MAYBE WE SHOULD JUST WAIT A WHILE AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS. AFTER
ALL, IT WOULD REALLY BE EMBARRASSING IF WE SHOWED OURSELVES TO THE
PRIESTS AND WEREN'T ACTUALLY CLEANSED OF THEIR LEPROSY.
BUT THE SAMARITAN LEPER ,
IT SAYS, REALIZED HE WAS HEALED. NOT JUST CLEANSED, BUT HEALED. I
THINK LUKE USES DIFFERENT WORDS HERE DELIBERATELY. WHAT JESUS GAVE
THE LEPERS WAS NOT JUST A NEW SKIN, SMOOTH AS A BABY'S BOTTOM – BUT
SOMETHING THAT TRANSFORMED THE WHOLE PERSON. AND WITH THAT
REALIZATION, THE SAMARITAN WAS OVERCOME WITH GRATITUDE, AND GRATITUDE
MADE HIM TURN AROUND AND RETURN TO THE LORD. WHAT ABOUT THE OTHER
LEPERS? WERE THEY NOT GRATEFUL? WHAT HAPPENED WHEN THEY WERE GIVEN
A CLEAN BILL OF HEALTH AND COULD RETURN TO THEIR FAMILIES AND TAKE
THEIR PLACE IN SOCIETY AGAIN? I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY WEREN'T GRATEFUL.
BUT THIS IS THE DIFFERENCE; THEY WERE NOT GRATEFUL ENOUGH; THEY WERE
UNAWARE OF THEIR INNER HEALING IN ADDITION TO THEIR OUTER CLEANSING;
IN A SENSE THEY SAW THAT THEY HAD BEEN RESTORED TO WHAT WAS RIGHTLY
THEIRS – GOOD HEALTH; WHEREAS THE SAMARITAN KNEW THAT WHAT HE HAD
RECEIVED HAD BEEN A GIFT THAT HE HAD NOT DESERVED, AND MORE THAN HE
HAD ASKED FOR. AND THE MORE GRATEFUL YOU ARE, THE CLOSER YOU WANT
TO BE TO THE ONE WHO GAVE YOU SOMETHING FOR WHICH TO BE GRATEFUL.
AND THAT STATEMENT JESUS MAKES, “TEN WERE CLEANED, BUT ONLY THIS
FOREIGNER RETURNED TO GIVE THANKS TO GOD,” IS A STATEMENT HE COULD
MAKE ABOUT EACH OF US, I'M SURE. MOST OF US ARE NOT VERY GRATEFUL.
WE ARE LIKE THE MAN WITH A BROKEN ARM WHO GOES INTO A POST OFFICE AND
ASKS THE CLERK TO WRITE A POSTCARD FOR HIM. THE CLERK INTERRUPTS
WHAT HE IS DOING AND WRITES THE MESSAGE ON THE CARD. “ANYTHING
ELSE I CAN DO FOR YOU,” HE SAYS? THE MAN LOOKS AT THE CARD AND
REPLIES, “ADD A LINE APOLOGIZING FOR THE HANDWRITING.”
MY PROTESTANT MINISTER
FRIEND WHO WEPT AS HE RECOUNTED THE GIFT THAT JESUS GAVE US ON THE
CROSS, THE GIFT OF HIS OWN CONVERSION, THE GIFT OF BEING ALLOWED TO
WITNESS GOD ACTING IN THE LIVES OF PEOPLE WHO WERE DYING, WEPT
BECAUSE HE WAS GRATEFUL. AND WHILE I'LL PROBABLY NOT EVER GET TO THE
POINT WHERE I WILL WEEP, BECAUSE I'M JUST BUILT DIFFERENTLY, I KNOW I
CAN BE MORE GRATEFUL FOR EVERYTHING GOD HAS DONE FOR ME. AND WHY
SHOULD I BE GRATEFUL? BECAUSE GRATITUDE DRAWS ME TO JESUS, AS IT DID
THE SAMARITAN LEPER. AND OUT OF GRATITUDE GROWS HOLINESS, GROWS
DYING TO SELF AND LIVING FOR OTHERS, GROWS MY BECOMING WHAT I AM
SUPPOSED TO BE, ANOTHER CHRIST. IN MANY OF THE PRAYERS JESUS SAID,
HE BEGINS, “FATHER, I THANK YOU...” IN OUR LITURGY, BEFORE THE
PROFOUND MOMENT WHEN THE BREAD AND WINE WE OFFER BECOME THE BODY AND
BLOOD OF JESUS, WE PRAY A PRAYER OF THANKSGIVING – “LIFT UP YOUR
HEARTS. WE HAVE LIFTED THEM UP TO THE LORD. LET US GIVE THANKS TO
THE LORD. IT IS RIGHT AND JUST.” AND THAT SHOULD BE PART OF OUR
DAILY PRAYERS, EVERY DAY, EVERY TIME WE PRAY – WHAT ARE WE THANKFUL
FOR? WHAT GIFTS HAS GOD GIVEN US TODAY? AND AS WE ENUMERATE THE
GIFTS WE WILL THINK OF MORE; AND AS WE THINK ABOUT WHAT GOD HAS DONE
FOR US, WE WILL BEGIN TO SEE THAT EVEN THOSE THINGS WHICH AREN'T
PLEASANT, WHICH IN FACT DON'T SEEM TO BE GIFTS AT ALL, CAN BE SEEN TO
HAVE A GIFT WITHIN THEM. BECAUSE GOD IS GOOD, AND AS JESUS REMINDS
US, “WHAT FATHER AMONG YOU WOULD GIVE HIS SON A SNAKE WHEN HE ASKED
FOR A FISH, OR A SCORPION WHEN HE ASKED FOR AN EGG? IF YOU KNOW HOW
TO GIVE GOOD THINGS TO YOUR CHILDREN, HOW MUCH MORE GOD WILL GIVE THE
HOLY SPIRIT TO THOSE WHO ASK HIM?”
GOD CAN DO A LOT, BUT HE
WILL NOT MAKE US BECOME GRATEFUL. ONLY YOU AND I CAN CULTIVATE
GRATITUDE, AND WE MUST DO SO IF WE WISH TO BECOME CLOSER TO JESUS.
Saturday, October 5, 2013
Twenty-seventh Sunday in Ordinary Time, Cycle C
LUKE 17:5-10
WHEN I WAS PRACTICING
MEDICINE, I MORE THAN ONCE TOOK CARE OF PEOPLE WHO REALLY BELIEVED IN
MIRACLES. I REMEMBER ONE COUPLE VERY WELL. HE HAD CANCER, AND FROM
THE STANDPOINT OF WHAT WE KNEW ABOUT HIS SITUATION, HE WAS INCURABLE
AND WOULD PROBABLY PASS AWAY IN A FEW MONTHS. HIS WIFE KEPT TELLING
HIM TO HAVE FAITH, AND THEY PRAYED FOR A MIRACLE. THEY WENT ON A
PILGRIMAGE TO A SHRINE KNOWN FOR MIRACLES, AND CAME BACK GLOWING WITH
OPTIMISM BECAUSE THEY KNEW THAT GOD HAD CURED HIM. UNFORTUNATELY,
THE DISEASE RAN ITS COURSE AND HE DIED, ABOUT WHEN WE EXPECTED HIM
TO, A FEW MONTHS AFTER HIS DIAGNOSIS. I MET HIS WIFE SEVERAL WEEKS
LATER AND IN THE COURSE OF OUR CONVERSATION, SHE BECAME TEARFUL AND
SAD, AND SAID TO ME, “I GUESS WE DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH FAITH.”
I THINK THAT'S WHAT THE
APOSTLES HAD IN MIND – THEY HAD BEEN WATCHING JESUS DO WONDROUS
THINGS, AND THEY THEMSELVES HAD EVERY NOW AND THEN DONE SOMETHING
MIRACULOUS. AND IT WAS ONLY NATURAL FOR THEM TO SAY, “INCREASE OUR
FAITH”. BECAUSE IF WE ONLY HAD MORE FAITH, WE COULD CURE THE SICK,
GIVE SIGHT TO THE BLIND, MAYBE EVEN RAISE THE DEAD. AND IF YOU WERE
LAYING IN A HOSPITAL BED FACING A MAJOR SURGICAL PROCEDURE, WOULDN'T
IT BE GREAT TO HAVE ENOUGH FAITH SO THAT YOUR BODY WOULD GET BETTER
ON IT'S OWN? THERE SEEM TO BE A LOT OF ADVANTAGES TO HAVING FAITH,
AND THE MORE THE BETTER.
AND JESUS SEEMS TO SUPPORT THIS IDEA – IF YOU HAD THE FAITH THE SIZE OF A MUSTARD SEED,
YOU WOULD SAY TO THIS MULBERRY TREE, “BE UPROOTED AND PLANTED IN
THE SEA,” AND IT WOULD OBEY YOU. AND THEN JESUS SEEMS TO
COMPLETELY CHANGE THE SUBJECT.
BUT I'M BOTHERED BY THAT
STATEMENT. THERE HAVE BEEN CANONIZED SAINTS WHO NEVER WORKED A
MIRACLE DURING THEIR LIVES – AND I'M SURE THEY HAD TIMES THEY
WISHED TO DO SO. AND THEY HAD LOTS OF FAITH. AND THE MARTYRS –
THEY HAD ENOUGH FAITH TO ACCEPT DEATH, BUT THERE DON'T SEEM TO BE ANY
EXAMPLES OF THE MARTYRDOM BEING CALLED OFF, EVEN THOUGH I'M SURE THEY
PRAYED, AS JESUS DID, THAT MAYBE THEY WOULDN'T HAVE TO DRINK OF THIS
CUP. SO I THINK THAT WHEN HE TALKED ABOUT THE MULBERRY TREE, HE WAS
BEING A LITTLE SARCASTIC. HE WAS SAYING “IF YOU HAD EVEN A LITTLE
OF THE KIND OF FAITH YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT, YOU WOULD PROBABLY DO
SOMETHING STUPID OR POINTLESS WITH IT.” AND IF JESUS IS MAKING
THAT KIND OF STATEMENT, THEN THE LITTLE STORY THAT FOLLOWS MAKES A
LOT MORE SENSE. BECAUSE HE GOES ON TO TELL THEM SOMETHING ABOUT REAL
FAITH.
WHEN YOU AND I WERE
LITTLE CHILDREN WE WERE TAUGHT, ALMOST FROM THE TIME WE COULD
UNDERSTAND LANGUAGE, THAT IF WE LEARNED TO GO WITHOUT DIAPERS, WE
WOULD BE REWARDED. IF WE COULD EAT WITH A SPOON INSTEAD OF OUR
FINGERS, WE WOULD BE GIVEN APPROVAL. AND AS WE HIT THE MILESTONES WE
WERE SUPPOSED TO HIT, OUR LOVING PARENTS WOULD MAKE A BIG DEAL ABOUT
IT, AND PRAISE US AND REWARD US. AND BY THE TIME WE HAVE BECOME
ADULTS, THERE IS STILL A LITTLE BIT OF THAT IN US – WE SHOULD BE
REWARDED FOR OUR ACCOMPLISHMENTS; IF WE DO OUR JOB REALLY WELL, WE
SHOULD GET NOT ONLY OUR PAY, BUT A BONUS. WE GRADUALLY LEARN THAT
THE WORLD DOESN'T WORK THAT WAY, BUT THE LITTLE CHILD IN US CONTINUES
TO BELIEVE THAT IT DOES. AND SO, WHEN IT COMES TO GOD, OUR FATHER,
THE LITTLE CHILD COMES OUT AGAIN; IF WE DO SOMETHING FOR GOD,
SHOULDN'T WE BE REWARDED? IF WE SAY CERTAIN PRAYERS, IF WE HELP OUT
IN THE FAITH FORMATION PROGRAM OR THE FOOD FOR THE SOULS PROGRAM, OR
THE SOUP KITCHEN, ISN'T GOD GOING TO BLESS US?
JESUS IS SAYING, IT
DOESN'T WORK THAT WAY. GOD DOES NOT WAIT ON HIS CREATURES, GOD IS
NOT A VENDING MACHINE IN THE SKY. YOU AND I, IF WE TRULY WANT TO
FULFILL OUR HUMAN NATURE, IF WE WANT TO BE COMPLETE AND JOYFUL
PEOPLE, WE HAVE TO RECOGNIZE THAT WE ARE SERVANTS, WE ARE SLAVES OF
THE FATHER, AND DOING WHAT HE WANTS IS WHAT WE SHOULD WANT. WE DO
GOD'S WILL BECAUSE HE IS GOD AND WE AREN'T, NOT BECAUSE WE EXPECT A
REWARD.
FAITH IS NOT SOMETHING
THAT YOU CAN DIAL UP OR DOWN. IT DOES NOT PRECEDE ACTION. ACTION,
THE DOING OF GOD'S WILL, LEADS TO FAITH. AND FAITH IS NOT A MYSTICAL
FEELING OR A FEELING OF DEEP UNION WITH GOD. IF YOU HAVE THAT, IT'S
GREAT, BUT IT'S NOT FAITH. MOTHER THERESA OF CALCUTTA, ACCORDING TO
PRIVATE LETTERS SHE WROTE TO HER CONFESSOR, SPENT A HUGE PART OF HER
LIFE FEELING NOTHING, FEELING AS THOUGH GOD HAD ABANDONED HER – OR
MAYBE THAT GOD DIDN'T EXIST AT ALL. BUT DESPITE ALL THAT, SHE
CONTINUED TO KEEP ON DOING WHAT SHE UNDERSTOOD GOD TO WANT WITH HER
LIFE – NOT JUST WORKING FOR THE POOR AND DYING, BUT PRAYING,
PRAYING IN FRONT OF THE BLESSED SACRAMENT FOR AN HOUR EACH DAY,
ATTENDING DAILY MASS, SAYING THE ROSARY AND THE LITURGY OF THE HOURS.
SHE HAD FAITH, BUT DID NOT HAVE A FEELING. AND FAITH IS NOT AN
INTELLECTUAL THING EITHER. QUITE A FEW CANONIZED SAINTS COULDN'T
EXPLAIN THINGS LIKE THE TRINITY OR HOW JESUS COULD BE BOTH GOD AND
MAN. DOING GOD'S WILL BECAUSE IT IS GOD'S WILL IS FAITH; AND THE
SERVANTS IN JESUS' STORY DID THE MASTER'S WILL NOT BECAUSE THEY
EXPECTED A REWARD, BUT BECAUSE THEY KNEW THAT'S WHAT THEY WERE FOR.
IF WE DO ALL THAT WE ARE
EXPECTED TO DO, WE SHOULDN'T EXPECT A REWARD. BUT WE BEGIN TO BE
WORTHWHILE SERVANTS WHEN WE GO BEYOND THE BARE MINIMUM. BUT IF WE
AREN'T EXPECTING A REWARD, WHY SHOULD WE GO BEYOND WHAT IS EXPECTED
OF US? T.S. ELIOT, THE POET, SAID THAT DOING THE RIGHT THING FOR THE
WRONG REASON WAS THE LAST TEMPTATION. IF WE GO BEYOND THE MINIMUM
BECAUSE WE FEEL SORRY FOR THE PEOPLE WE SERVE; IF WE GO BEYOND THE
MINIMUM BECAUSE IT MAKES US FEEL GOOD; IF WE GO BEYOND THE MINIMUM
BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT A CHRISTIAN SHOULD DO – ALL THESE ARE THE WRONG
REASONS FOR DOING THE RIGHT THING. THE ONLY REASON THAT MAKES US
HOLY, THAT MAKES US WILLING TO GIVE OURSELVES UP FOR EACH OTHER, THAT
MAKES US GET OUT OF OUR COMFORT ZONE TO SERVE THE NEEDY AND VISIT THE
SICK AND LONELY AND ALL THOSE THINGS WE KNOW JESUS WOULD LIKE US TO
DO, BEYOND THE BARE MINIMUM, IS GRATITUDE. AND IF YOU AND I CAN'T
THINK OF SOMETHING FOR WHICH WE ARE GRATEFUL TO GOD, WE'VE DEFINITELY
GOT LAZY MINDS.
I MET A LADY WITH
ALZHEIMER'S DISEASE RECENTLY AND HAD A LONG CHAT WITH HER. THERE ARE
HOLES IN HER MEMORY, WORDS SHE CAN'T FIND, FRIENDS AND LOVED ONES
THAT SHE'S FORGOTTEN – BUT ALL THROUGH OUR CONVERSATION, AND
PROBABLY THE REASON I STAYED WITH HER FOR A WHILE, SHE KEPT RETURNING
TO THE IDEA THAT SHE HAD HAD A WONDERFUL LIFE, AND THAT SHE WAS SO
GRATEFUL TO GOD FOR THAT.
I THINK JESUS IS CALLING
US TO LOOK VERY CAREFULLY AT HOW WE RELATE TO GOD OUR FATHER. ARE WE
DOING WHAT HE WANTS US TO DO BECAUSE HE IS GOD AND WE ARE CREATURES?
ARE WE DOING MORE THAN THE BARE MINIMUM NOT BECAUSE WE EXPECT A
REWARD, BUT BECAUSE WE ARE SO GRATEFUL TO HIM THAT TO DO NOTHING IS
ALMOST AN INSULT? WILL THE LAST MEMORY IN OUR MINDS BE TO BE
GRATEFUL FOR ALL GOD HAS GIVEN US, TOTALLY UNDESERVED? I HOPE IT
WILL BE YOURS AND MINE.
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