Monday, July 10, 2017

Fourteenth Sunday in Ordinary Time, cycle A

Matthew 11:25-30
There are certain things which we all know are true. A catastrophe can strike. We can develop a severe illness, or Alzheimer's disease, or have a stroke or heart attack or cancer. In a moment our whole future would change and not for the better. We all know that our world is pretty fragile. If North Korea fires a nuclear missile, we might end up at war with China, and our life style would definitely suffer. Our government seems fragile. Even before our current president, people were defying the law of the land and getting away with it. It's happening even more now. When the law breaks down, it won't be long before some other form of power takes its place; and that probably won't be a good thing.
None of us like to think about these things, because we really don't want our lives to be disrupted. And yet, we know these things are true.
Jesus talks about how The Father has revealed things to the little ones that he has hidden from the wise and learned. And I think Jesus is getting at just what I was talking about. Those of us who are wise and learned get that way because we want to control our lives. We want to understand everything, because understanding is the beginning of control. And unfortunately as we learn more and more about how the world works, and as we find that we can to a certain extend control our lives, we begin to think deep in our hearts that we can control everything – even though we know we can't. But maybe a better way of putting it is that we live as though we are in control; we live a lie.
Jesus speaks of little children but was extending that term to the people who followed him. They were mostly poor and lived from day to day. They all lived close to catastrophe and death. Roman soldiers would confiscate their crops leaving them to starve. You never knew when you might get leprosy and get kicked out of your community. If you were a woman there was a pretty good chance you would die in childbirth. And you knew that you had no control over your life, whether you lived or died. And oddly enough, when you lived knowing those things, you lived like a little child; you enjoyed what you could; you valued your friends and relatives over possessions. Since you had very little it wasn't that hard to part with a little so that someone else might get a bite to eat; after all, you knew that someday the shoe would be on the other foot. Those with nothing, even today, seem to find inner peace and inner joy more easily than those with a lot, the wise and learned.
Jesus looks at us like a loving mother looks at her child. She sees her toddler stumble and fall, or try desperately to do something that he can't do. She looks at his frustration and anger, and listens to his cries – such heartfelt cries – over little things that don't really matter. And she holds out her arms to gather her child to herself and comfort him. That's what Jesus promises us – if we hide ourselves in him, if we put our trust in him instead of ourselves, we will finally be at rest. If we are in Jesus,deep nothing can really harm us, and knowing that means that whatever happens, the fact that we have come to Jesus reminds us that deep down nothing can really harm us.
Jesus goes on further to say that his yoke is sweet and his burden light. In parts of the world, they still use cattle to pull plows. Left to their own devices, cattle live kind of random lives. They spend most of their daylight hours grazing, because it takes a lot of vegetable matter to keep a cow going. And if you've ever watched a rodeo, you know that one thing that really irritates cattle is having someone try to ride on your back. So cattle that are trained to pull a plow have to go through a major conversion. They have to submit to wearing a yoke and pulling a plow. But there is a reward; they are given much more nutritious food – grain, corn, and so on – and they are cared for, sheltered, kept well, because for the farmer, he had to purchase the animal and train it. But what about freedom? You might say. I would venture that cows trained to pull plows and cared for in a humane manner are probably not at all concerned about that.
Jesus says we are kind of like those cattle. If, instead of pursuing our own foolish goals – more money, more power, more security, more stuff – all of which eat into our time and instead of making us more free, gradually chip away at the little freedom we thought we had, and we become slaves to our stuff. If on the other hand we accept Jesus' yoke, work for Jesus' goals, carry his burdens, we find that he is doing most of the heavy lifting.
All of us know how fragile life is; how everything we love can disappear in a heart beat. But we live a delusion; we live as though that isn't the case. And living a lie always takes a lot of work. Today Jesus calls us to step into reality and begin living the truth – begin making all our decisions knowing that everything in this life is transient, and in the end can't do anything to bring us what we truly want. If I want inner joy, than I have to turn away from what substitutes for joy in my life right now. If I want to have real security, real permanence, then the only way I can do that is to rest in Jesus, because he has those things. And if I want a life of real meaning, of real consequence, then in some way I have to allow him to lead, to point me in the right direction, knowing that when I am domesticated, life will be a lot better, here and in the next world.