Sunday, October 20, 2019

Twenty-ninth Sunday in Ordinary Time, cycle C


Luke 18:1 - 8
Mother Theresa got n appointment to see the president of a large corporation and used her time to ask him for a sizable donation to her charities. He told her that this wasn't a good time for such a donation because the future of the company was a little uncertain. She thanked him and left. Later as he was leaving his office he saw her sitting there in the waiting room. “What are you doing here,” he asked. She replied, “You told me that it wasn't a good time for a donation, so I'm waiting here until it will be a good time.” She got the donation. She knew how to pray always. But maybe that's not what this parable is all about.
I don't want you to call me a heretic, but one of the things I don't like about Saint Luke is that he always tells us why Jesus told a particular parable. If you know something about how the gospels were put together, Luke, like the other evangelists, was writing the story of Jesus for a particular audience, in this case, for gentile Christians. Luke is also concerned about the poor, those who are outcasts, those who are neglected by society at large. When he tells the story of Jesus, he uses the information he has in order to make his point. Is the Holy Spirit there? Of course. Does Luke;'s gospel reflect what God wants us to know about his will for us? Of course. Does Luke's interpretation of why Jesus told a particular parable reflect Jesus' own reasons? Maybe not always. Because Luke has collected the parables Jesus told, and he has the framework of the Gospel of Mark, and he wants to show the Gentile Christians that they are as much welcome in the Christian community as the Jews, and he wants most of all to show those who read the story of Jesus that Christianity is about caring for those who can't defend themselves, those who are helpless, at the margins of society.
This parable on the surface seems to say that if we bother God enough, He will come through. If we pester and beg and nag, we'll finally win Him over. But our human experience is not like that. We all have had prayers that have seemingly not been answered; we've all been disappointed by God. Some of us finally give up and stop praying; others continue to pray, but make excuses for God. “God always answers our prayers,” we tell each other, “but sometimes the answer is 'no'”. And Luke is to blame, He is the one who tells us that if we nag God hard enough He will give in.
But for a moment imagine that you are hearing this story from Jesus' lips. You have not heard the introduction to the story that Luke gives. Look at the story with fresh eyes. Jesus makes sure we know that the judge doesn't fear God or man. And he is unjust. He takes bribes, he condemns innocent people, he can be bought. Does that sound like God? Not really. In fact, it sounds a little bit like a lot of people I know, people who might think about God on weekends but not the rest of the week. People who make compromises, people who look the other way when injustice is happening, people who don't want to rock the boat, who are great at coming up with excuses. “Those drug addicts brought their troubles on themselves.” “Those undocumented immigrants should have known better than to break our laws and enter our country illegally.” “I know that there are people who need help, but even if I gave everything I had it would hardly be a drop in the bucket.”. In fact, it sounds a lot like me. Saint John Chrysostom said that if we have two outfits and our neighbor has none, one of our outfit belongs to our neighbor. If that is the case, there are about nineteen people who have a share in my wardrobe. I am the unjust judge.
And who is the widow? Maybe the widow is God. Maybe the widow is standing outside constantly nagging at me to change my ways. Maybe no matter what I do, no matter how I try to shut her voice out, she never stops, she persists, she doesn't give up. She wants my sinful soul, she wants my heart, she wants me, and won't give up until I am hers or until I definitively reject her when I die.
Should we pray always? Of course. But we should pray in response to God's constant overtures to us. We should pray because we want to know what God wants from us, what is his will for us. And we should pray because we owe God, in justice, our whole beings, everything we have. And we should pray in the humility that we probably can't love God the way we should, but we can at least love Him in our own fallen, selfish and human way. And that may be enough, because the unjust judge responds, not because of justice, but because of shame, of fear, of public opinion.
God wants us and will take us no matter what our reasons turn out to be – just so we give ourselves freely to him.
The poet Francis Thompson was a drug addict and an alcoholic, and in order to keep body and soul together, sold newspapers on the streets of London. He had a conversion experience, stopped using drugs and alcohol, and spent the rest of his life between the tabernacle and helping other street people. He wrote poetry, and his most famous poem was the one he called “The Hound of Heaven”.
I FLED Him, down the nights and down the days;
I fled Him, down the arches of the years;
I fled Him, down the labyrinthine ways
Of my own mind; and in the mist of tears
I hid from Him”.
But God pursued him, in the words of the poem, "with unhurrying chase, and unperturbed pace, deliberate speed."
As the poem goes on, the author cannot shake the Hound of Heaven, who keeps pursuing him no matter what he says or does, no matter where he hides, until he finally gives up, at which point he surrenders himself to the relentless pursuer, who turns out to be a perfect lover.
If I am the unjust judge, there is no hope for me. But if God is the widow, there is hope, because God will not stop banging on the door and calling out to me until I answer with justice and mercy of my own.