Sunday, July 16, 2017

Fifteenth Sunday in Ordinary Time, cycle A

Matthew 13:1-23
We human beings love stories. Joan and I recently attended a conference. There were six speakers. I can remember the gist of five of the six talks because the speakers wove their points in to stories. The sixth speaker was clear, logical, organized – and about half-way through I realized that I wasn't listening. He was laying out a logical argument, but not telling stories.
We love stories, but we are also formed by them. When I was growing up I was the oldest in my family, and got good grades in school. I got a lot of praise from my parents and my teachers, and some of my classmates would ask me for help in their studies. The story was, I was the smart one, and every time I got a compliment or a good grade or a request to help with homework, the story I was living was reinforced. By the time I was in the fifth grade, I identified so much with this story. And then I got my first and only failure mark in my entire educational career – I got an F in penmanship. I guess even then I had the makings of being a doctor, but at that moment in time I was totally devastated. After considering dropping out of school and living in the woods, I set about to learn to write legibly. And I can, if I really want to.
Stories form us. My story affected my sisters. My older sister was often compared to me unfavorably by my parents. My younger sister, I believe, thought that since she shared by genes, she could be smart also, and indeed, she became a professor in a university.
God tells a story. That's one of the reasons we should make reading scripture a part of our lives. That's where God's story is written down and elaborated upon. You may not believe everything in scripture actually happened the way it says it happened, or maybe you do. It isn't important. What is important is that God, working through human beings, formed a very rich but very coherent account of his story, the story of God's eternity- long project of loving a universe into existence and working upon it until it is worthy to be taken up into the heart of the Trinity. God's project is summed up in Jesus Christ.
Today, Jesus tells his disciples a little story. It isn't the whole thing, but it's a part. The first thing we notice is that the sewer is incredibly wasteful. No peasant farmer would even throw seed onto a road, or rocky ground, or into thorn bushes. But our sewer casts seed everywhere – as though he had all the seed in the world, as though he would never run out of seed. And the seed is God's story, God's word.
We all live in stories. Some of us hear God's story and want nothing to do with it. It's too much to believe that God loves me, God wants me for his own, God wants to raise me up in the flesh on the last day to spend eternity with him. Either we don't believe it, or if we do, we like our own story better.
And there are those who hear the story and say, maybe it's better than my story, maybe I should try it on for size. But when they do, it's too much trouble; it's a lot easier to just keep going living my own story. Or we try it out, but before we know it we are distracted by all the stuff in our lives, and we wake up when we are old and realize that we've wasted our whole life on a story that doesn't hold a candle to the one God invites us into.
But there are always a few who hear the story God has for us, and put our whole hearts and souls into living that story, into being shaped by that story.
In the days of Jesus, if you threw a handful of seeds into even good soil and really took care of your garden, you might expect a yield of six or seven handfuls, and if you got ten you would consider yourself a rich man. But the seed our sewer throws out can result in an unheard of abundance for those who choose to live in God's story. And we see that all the time. People who decide to form themselves according to God's story, and abandon their own stories, are the ones who produce abundant crops, more than anyone would have expected. Mother Theresa, Mother Angelica, Bishop Fulton Sheen, Father Benedict Groschel, Maximillian Kolbe – the list goes on and on. People who set out to live the story God has for them, who allow themselves to be shaped by Jesus' story, are the ones who are the hope of the world.
The story in the Bible is a love story. It starts with an incredibly generous God who makes a world in which to place human beings – for we are the object of the love story. God does not just put people on earth, he places the first parents in Paradise. But soon they spurn his love. And the rest of the scriptures is an account of God's efforts to win back the love of the creatures that he loves, until finally he does the unthinkable – he becomes one of them, and he lives their life, and he dies their death, and he defeats death and gives them everything they will ever need to live his story – the Church and the Sacraments. And he promises, in his story, that nothing of his will be lost, that those who choose to live his story will be taken up into the New Jerusalem at the end of time and reign with him forever. And he promises that he will do all the heavy lifting; whatever is lacking in me he will make up. And his story is one of abundance – of giving as though he will never run out of gifts, and of harvesting from us more than we could ever give him – because he works in us so that we will be able to give him more than we could ever give by ourselves.