Sunday, August 19, 2018

Twentieth Sunday in Ordinary Time, cycle B

John 6:51 – 58
When I was first ordained I gave a sermon in which I referred to the symbolism of the Eucharist. One of our parishioners decided that I was a heretic and wrote a letter to the bishop, who passed it on to Monsignor Devine, who shared it with me having blocked out the name of the sender. I've had others criticize my sermons since then, but that was devastating. Because I do believe that the Eucharist is the body and blood, soul and divinity of Christ, the place where Jesus is sacramentally present, present in a unique way.
But when we feed on the Eucharist, when we eat his body and drink his blood, we are participating in a symbolic act. Saint Thomas said that if a mouse ate a crumb of the Eucharist, nothing would come of it. The mouse wouldn't go to heaven or hell, wouldn't change a bit except for being a little less hungry, I suppose. And unfortunately, many of us receive the Eucharist something like that mouse. It does not change us.
Today the gospel is a continuation of what we've been hearing for the lasts few weeks. It started with the miracle of the feeding of 5000. The next week we heard Jesus say that he was the bread of life. Last week Jesus insisted that he was the living bread that came down from heaven and those who ate it would never die. Now these passages all use the Greek word for eating. But today is different; when Jesus refers to his body and blood, the word used is more like the way an animal eats. If you've ever watched a hungry dog eating a bowl of dog food, that is the kind of eating Jesus is talking about – chewing, biting, gulping down, paying no attention to table manners.. And although all this talk about eating the flesh of Jesus and drinking his blood sounds very much like Jesus is talking about the Eucharist, I think it's important to listen to exactly what Jesus is saying – because if John's gospel was the only gospel we had, we would not hear anything about the institution of the Eucharist. John is writing his gospel to a Christian community 60 or 70 years after Jesus has been crucified, buried and rose again. John knew about the Eucharist, of course. It was, and still is, the sign of being a Christian. Even the most liberal protestants practice something resembling the Eucharist, and as far as we can tell, all of the early Christians did so as well.
We Catholics believe that the bread and wine are changed into the body and blood of Christ; the bread no longer exists as bread, the wine, no longer as wine. I don't know if John believed in transubstantiation because it was quite a while before our Church settled on this explanation of what happens during Mass; but I am sure John believed that the Eucharist became the Body and Blood of Jesus in some way. And that is why he is emphasizing Jesus' words.
The people John is addressing are probably like us. They are going forward to receive the Eucharist, But John notices that things aren't changing. They go back to their daily lives and when it's not Sunday you can't tell a Christian from a pagan; So in this discourse about the Bread of Life, John is telling his readers what all this means – he is talking about the symbolism of Holy Communion. Now don't send any nasty notes to the bishop.
John is saying that our relationship with Jesus, symbolized in the Eucharist, must be like our relationship with food and drink. If we want earthly life, we have to eat and drink, preferably every day. To eat and to drink require action. We have to use our hands and chew and swallow so that the food and drink become part of us. And Jesus is saying that if we want eternal life, our relationship with him is like that – it isn't just a matter of swallowing the host and taking a sip of the precious blood. For a Christian, as Saint Augustine pointed out, we must become what we eat and drink. We have to become Jesus, we have to “Put on” Christ as Saint Paul puts it in another way. We have to desire Jesus like a hungry dog eats a meal, wholeheartedly, with our entire beings, as though it is the most important thing in the world to become another Christ, because it is. And it is then that he will live in us, and we will share his life, which is the life which comes from the Father.
When you look at the saints, and I think we could find saints among our Protestant brothers and sisters as well as the saints of every kind who have been members of our Roman Catholic Church, what they have in common is that deep hunger for Christ, that desire to have him live through them, that need to put themselves in God's hands to do God's work, and this is what they want more than anything else. Billy Graham no less than John Paul II hungered for Christ in this way.
Do you hunger? Do I? Not as much as I would like to, I guess. After almost 76 years on earth, I am less pleased with myself now than I was when I was young. But maybe that's another way of hungering for Christ, to notice and be concerned about the gap between where you are and where you want to be.
And the Eucharist, that action of eating and drinking Christ, is indeed a wonderful gift to us, when Jesus literally becomes our food and drink. But let John the gospel writer remind us that Jesus gives us this sacrament to remind us that our goal as Christians is to become Christ, and the beginning of that process is to desire Jesus as a starving person desires food. Next week we will hear Jesus tell those who remain after hearing his shocking words, “It is the spirit that gives life, while the flesh is of no avail.” So today when you come forward to receive the body and blood of Jesus, remind yourself what it means – may Jesus be my first, my last, and everything in between. .