Monday, July 16, 2018

Fifteenth Sunday in Ordinary Time, cycle B

Mark 6:7 – 13
My wife loves to take pictures, especially of grandchildren. She has a digital camera and although she hates computers, she can do all kinds of things with the pictures before printing them out. The other day she painstakingly printed out two pictures she took on our recent trip so that she could bring them over to show our daughter. It suddenly occurred to me that she has a very nice tablet computer, and Amazon lets you put all the pictures you want in the cloud, and this means that you don't have to spend gobs of money on ink for your printer, and you could just download from the cloud when you wanted to show pictures. I realize that for anyone older than I am some of those words don't make sense. But that's not the point. As I was excitedly pointing out the advantages of this approach to my wife, she stopped me and said that I should write down the directions, then she would follow the directions, and we would keep modifying the directions until she could do it without my help. You see, for her, and for many people, it isn't enough to have something explained, nor is it enough to even read the directions. You have to actually do it over and over until it becomes second nature.
That's what is going on in today's gospel. Remember, we are only in the sixth chapter of Mark. So far the apostles have watched as Jesus preached, healed, driven out demons, and in at least one instance, raised the dead. And now it is their turn. The only way they can learn to be what Jesus wants them to be is by imitating him, by going out as he did.
He sends them in pairs, because each can reinforce the other. Jesus would later say, “Where two or three are gathered in my name, there I am”. That's still true today. We make much better missionaries when we have companions. When we are working together in His name, not only is he present, but we draw courage from each other; and we begin to realize the qualities of the other, some good, some bad; but we break out of our own egos.. Jesus knew this, and so do the Jehovah's witnesses and the Mormons and the seventh day Adventists. They go out together, they go out reinforcing each other; and they succeed in now and then winning converts.
He tells them that they can take a walking stick and sandals. Walking stick were used in defense against wild animals and sometimes bandits that you might meet out in the woods. Sandals kept your feet from wearing out on the rocks and stones and thorns. A walking stick could be leaned on, and could help you get over obstacles. Matthew in recounting this same story, has Jesus telling the apostles not to take walking sticks and Luke has Jesus denying them sandals. They have their reasons but we are going to concentrate on Mark. The point Mark is making is that there is nothing wrong with being prudent, using things to help us in our efforts as missionaries.
But sometimes we spend all our time getting ready. A Presbyterian minister I know says that as our country expanded westward, Presbyterian missionaries had to wait till the railroads were bult because they had large collections of books they needed to set up churches in the new territories. But when they would get to these towns, the Methodists were already there. All they needed was a horse a bible. So Jesus, who understands all of this, tells the apostles not to take extra underwear, food, or money, or whatever you carried around in your sack. If he had allowed that, they would have asked, how much money is enough? Or maybe I should take two changes of underwear. But the mission is urgent.
Finally, we have Jesus telling them to depend on the goodness of others as they go – in other words, trust that God will prepare the way. God will make some people well disposed, who will offer hospitality. And when that doesn't happen, just move on.
The apostles went out at Jesus' command and as we learn later, they are elated when they return, because they themselves were getting the hang of being apostles, being sent by Jesus. By doing what he did, they could begin to see results. And that of course is the best way to get someone even more interested in being your disciple, in learning from you.
I think the lesson here is clear, but unfortunately still hard to follow. The steps to be an apostle for Jesus are first of all to be prepared. But that preparation does not need to be a theology degree. However, we should know what we are talking about, and we should be living a life that reflects our Christian beliefs. No one will believe a hypocrite. Second, we should be bold, and here is my particular hang up. I'm not bold. If someone else brings up the topic, I can talk all day about Jesus. But I don't seem to have the courage to just say to someone, even a friend, “I'd like to tell you about the most important person in my life”. Boldness has to be learned, and it is learned by doing what the apostles did – going fourth. And who is to be our companion? We married couples should be natural apostles, and you find a lot of married couples who minister together in some area or other. But most don't. And if you aren't married, it's still great to have a companion in ministry, a dear friend, another person who like you is just about ready to be an apostle, but needs a little push, so you push each other. Finally, we always have to remember that we are part of God's plan, not all of it. Maybe we are to sew the seeds and someone else will harvest; and maybe the seed we try to sew will be rejected. The important thing for an apostle is that the seed be sewn. The rest is up to God.
You can only become an apostle by doing what the apostles did. That's the real school, that's how the first apostles learned their vocation.