Twenty-first Sunday in Ordinary Time, cycle B

 John 6:60- 69

Mother Theresa wrote to her confessor that she often felt as though there was no one listening to her prayers, that she had doubts about the existence of God. Her letters from the time she began tending the poor of Calcutta to nearly the end of her life contain frequent mentions of her doubts and her torments -- despite the fact that she became an icon of holiness and love of God during that same time. And yet the Church recognizes her as one of the saints in heaven. The Church does not proclaim someone a saint to honor him or her -- they don’t need that. The reason the Church names saints is so that we have someone to imitate. So what do we see in the life of Mother Theresa that we are called to imitate? Despite her doubts which tormented her, she was faithful; she took to heart the words we’ve just heard -- “Master, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life.”

We all want eternal life. None of us would welcome the loss of our very selves, or far worse, an eternity of emptiness, which is really what Hell is all about. And there are so many competing voices, unfortunately, many within scripture itself.

Paul says in the Epistle to the Ephesians “by grace you have been saved through faith … it is the gift of God”. In Second Corinthians he says “For he made him… to be sin for us so that we might become the righteousness of God in Him”. IN Acts, Peter says, “Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ, and you and your household will be saved.” In John, Jesus says “... whoever hears my word and believes him who sent me has eternal life.” In Romans, Paul says, “If you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.” These statements are not different ways of saying the same thing. And we haven’t even discussed the Gospel of Luke, where often Jesus seems to be saying that what we do is more important than what we say or believe -- the parable of the Good Samaritan, for example. Or Matthew’s story of the coming of theSon of Man who will divide the sheep from the goats -- on the basis of “whatsoever you do for the least of my brothers that you do for me” even though the doers did not know who they were doing for. And Jesus of course tells the rich young man that he should keep the commandments.

What I’m trying to say is that if you go by scripture, or by the lives of the people we know are in heaven, the ones we call saints, there is no consistent answer to the question, “What must I do to be saved?”

But I think there is a clear answer. Jesus told his apostles, “Receive the Holy Spirit, what you bind on earth will be bound in heaven; what you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven.” And right from the beginning, the Apostles began to form the Church, the living body which would create the clear and straightforward path to eternal life.

We have to be baptized; we have to accept God’s forgiveness for our sins taking advantage of the sacrament of reconciliation, at least for those sins that separate us from God. We have to feed on the body and blood of Christ in the Eucharist. We have to love God, at least a little bit; and love our neighbor, at least a little bit. We look at some of the great saints and see that they were on fire with their love of God; and we see some of them equally on fire with the love of their neighbor. But we see Saint Serafina who became paralyzed and spent her life in bed, or Saint Dismas, the good thief, who was assured by Jesus himself that he would enter paradise with him.

So there are minimal requirements for eternal life. It’s fairly straightforward. It’s being a faithful son or daughter of the Church, even on days when you only half-[believe, like Mother Theresa or Saint John of the Cross. You keep coming back to the basics, knowing that what you lack will be made up by the sacrificial death of Jesus, whose complete and total abandonment to the will of the Father makes up for everything lacking in you and I, and even in the great saints, many of whom wrote and preached about their own sinfulness, even when by my standards they were pretty much free of sin. So when you and I have doubts, when the world pulls us one way or another, when we look at the scandals in the Church or feel that our Pope has lost his way, as some people do, we might feel tempted to throw up our hands and leave. But to whom shall we go?

When I was growing up, in the days before Vatican II, there was a priest from Boston who preached that you could not be saved unless you were a member of the Catholic Church. He was excommunicated, but we were all left with the impression that while maybe you could be saved it wasn't very likely. On the other hand, Karl Rahner, a famous theologian, said that you could only be saved through Christ, but there were lots of anonymous Christians out there. But the truth is, we don't know, and if we love someone, we would want them to know about the way Christ left us.

Because we know that the Church, the body of Christ, has the words of eternal life.